Friday, August 25, 2006, 10:52 PM
hmm..today got back chinese paper..not well done...but still acceptable la..at least is better den my mid yr...and i got highest in class for prelim chinese oral =.= amazing...i dun even noe wad i actually had said to get 37/40 wah..tink of it..minus 3 marks off only sia..but it jus makes me feel more stress la..cuz the actual n lvl chinese oral, i dun tink i did well lor...haiz..wad for gd in prelim but not in the actual n lvl rite? makes no sense...is jus equal that im still not gd as ppl jus look at ur n lvl ma..who will go find out abt ur prelims?
same case la..last yr i got p2 for chinese for prelims..but got an p3 at n lvl...wtf..if i continue get that 2 means i wont retain too le...haiz i jus feel so stress abt it la..but shld i say that i actually glad that i retained ? as tis yr class of mine is so so much better den my previous class which is the sec5s now...shall not elaborate more abt it....
anw..after sch got physics xtra lesson..mr tee went for course so mr tham came in...finish one worksheet can go le...went to kovan 1st with jt, hy, jac , lil, sab, and cy..mich pangseh halfway..aiya..i dun care abt her anw...den jac, lil and sab went there to cut hair..den hy n i have to rush off halfway to j8 as hy's mum was rushing him le...
so we went there walk walk lor..and i tink i found the pair of jeans i wanna buy le...goin there agn to buy some other time....went home around 6+ ba..hy's mum fetch me home...wah so paiseh leh..duno why but i jus feel that...i feel so xtra..anw..its been so long since i have sit an car...it jus feel so comfortable..haiz..wish i can get my license n drive soon....
k...anw..reach home bath le den feel kinda tired le so went to slp lor....till 8+ den wake up..had dinner n watched tv lor..and i duno why i very easily get annoyed n paranoid these few days....haiz..
den tml weekend le..tis week pass so fast, its jus like one click and the weekend is here...well..i jus feel so sian n stress up instead of excited abt it...cuz it jus means one day closer to n lvl le..im totally not prepare yet...and oso i have no programmes tml..tink staying home n rot whole day le...sighs!
damn..i jus dun feel rite...is something realli wrong ? sixth sense ? or jus im tinking too much ? and wad for i go tink so much when is totally useless anw ? haiz..i jus hate myself ! argh !!
